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viva Florence! |
It's March! And if all goes according to plan, that means winter is
over. Considering we almost turned into froze-nose sistersicles on our
fast-walk to the grocery store this morning, this may not be an accurate
conjecture. Also, we're on our bikes. Please pray for the
preservation of our lives.
I must say, though, Heavenly Father has been doing a
great job keeping us alive this week. Last night, we had a half hour
bike ride home in the dark. One particular street had a long stretch of
no houses, no streetlights, just trees and swamp on either side of the
road, and no moon, not even starlight could reach us. For ten minutes,
we were riding into a pitch black abyss, only thing visible was the few
feet in front of our that our bike lights could reach. It was like a
fever dream nightmare, or a creepy movie or something, like biking into
outer darkness itself. I had the thought, maybe this is what death is
like. I started singing Lead Kindly Light to distract myself from
thoughts of things that could be hiding in the woods, and it was oddly
fitting. "Lead kindly light amid the encircling gloom... The night is
dark and I am far from home... Lead thou me on... I do not ask to see,
the distant scene, one step enough for me." And for some odd reason,
not a single car appeared those whole ten minutes. If one had, we could
have easily been knocked into a ditch and left to perish. But we
didn't. Conclusion: more angels.
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The District kickin it at Chinese buffet |
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It didn't got build, guys. |
There was another time our lives were saved, and
this was in M-hall, the smaller town we work in once a week since it's
so far. We tracted into this guy last week, and he seemed interested in
reading the Book of Mormon and learning more about what we believe, so
we returned this week. When we first met him, scruffy with long dark
hair in a ponytail, I thought he reminded me a lot of the crazy guy in
Billy Madison and the psychopath in The Changeling. This second time,
he came out, said "My dad's in there takin a bath, let's go out to my
studio!" so we follow him like two naive little girls, from the
crumbling house through his backyard wilderness to a rink dink shack.
He wrenches the door open and we're like "cool, we're about to get
murdered" and then we peer inside and.... it really was a studio.
Drums, guitars, amps and all. He's in a band, I guess. We got to
teach him a little bit and answer his questions, though his eventual
forcing the door shut to "keep out the cold" and then warning us about
unsafe neighborhoods and recommending we take an armed body guard
everywhere we go didn't do much to calm our nerves. But he had read
what we left him, and we made it out of there not in a body bag, so we
have to go back at least once more to see if his interest in the gospel
continues. I'll keep ya'll updated on the M-Hall serial killer.
The G family is still stellar, and we took a member
over there who happened to know the dad! He and her son had been good
friends. It worked out so perfectly, and he'd actually done research
(on
lds.org not wikipedia!
:D) and had questions about the Plan of Salvation. I love talking about
the Plan, because I feel like most people go their whole lives looking
for the purpose of everything, the meaning of life, and we have it
summed up in one lil pamphlet. We stopped by the S family to buy girl
scout cookies from their several daughters and they insisted we stay for
dinner, so (with the slandering father not present), we got to share a
message with them, about God's love and how the gospel blesses families -
basic stuff. Next time we go over, we'll go deeper into the
Restoration. Baby steps.
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one of our investigators is a professional clown. tru story. |
The Jaco drama continues: First, we had this super
poetic moment with him, when we were having a porch lesson and it got
cold so I told him to build us a fire and he did it. Straight up picked
up an axe, chopped some wood, poured gasoline on it, and lit us a
bonfire right in the front yard. (I don't know if I told ya'll about
this, but Mississippi is so wet, like it rains once and the whole state
turns to mud, and stays wet all the time, so when people rake their
leaves here they can just drop a match and FROOSH burn it up then and
there. Smoke everywhere.) So we spent the evening watching sparks
float and throwing dry leaves into the flames until Jaco opened up, and
gave us another good question, one that he would ask God if He were
sitting there with us, "Do you really want me in your kingdom?"
Heartbreaking, huh? It would take pages to go into the details of our
subsequent lessons with Jaco, but in short, we had another lesson with
him assuring him that ALL are invited to partake of salvation (2 Nephi
26) and then answered his question of "how do you attain salvation?"
(Alma 7, Acts 2) and he said he'd be baptized, then met us the next
night saying he couldn't do it, because he'd be separating himself from
his family, but then he doesn't actually care what his family thinks,
then later said he can't fit himself to a type of lifestyle because then
he'd lose who he is, at least I think that's what he was getting at.
He says a lot of things and I get confused. And our lessons, which are
now nighttime chats at a picnic table outside our apartments, have
gotten increasingly informal as we've already taught all the lessons and
just answer his questions now, like yesterday it was something like
"What do you got? Do you really think you're here to save souls? You
need to give me something more" and we were like "JACO! We don't say
things to you because we read them out of a manual, we don't say
anything that isn't from experience and from our hearts and souls, we
MEAN IT ALL!! Of course we believe this is God's work, we've given up
way too much for it not to be; we get laughed at, scoffed at, and
rejected EVERY DAY for what we do, there is NO ROOM for pretense and the
only reason we haven't dropped you like a hot rock is because you asked
us to meet your here and we care about your soul because you're a child
of God and if we think there's even a chance we can help in the
littlest bit we show up!! For goodness sake!!" For some reason, he
enjoys it when we get excited and yelling pulling our hair out because
we seem like real people to him and he feels like he can trust us cause
we're not robots. Me and Sister Creager may or may not have each eaten
half a box of girl scout cookies last night over frustration with Jaco
and out of emotional/physical/spiritual exhaustion. This is a very
demanding and very strange work we do.
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roads to goodness-knows-where |
None the less.
8 We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;
9 Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;
14 Knowing that he which raised up the Lord Jesus shall raise up us also by Jesus...
16 For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day.
17 For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding
and eternal weight of glory;
18 While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen
are temporal; but the things which are not seen
are eternal. [2 Corinthians 4]
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bookmark I made for a recent convert |
Sister Creager and I (who are very likely to
stay together this next transfer as well) are, against all odds, pumped
for our companionship goals for the month of March - Five progressing
with baptism dates by the end of the month. Here's to working like mad
for the cause of truth. "Glory, hallelujah....His truth is marching
on."
Sincerely,
Sister Valdez
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